Raven, a sweet, compassionate woman, who put her dreams of becoming a fashion designer on hold to become a devoted wife and loving mother. When things in her marriage aren't up to her standards, Raven becomes a little antsy and wants more. She stumbles across a love match making site and falls in love with a complete stranger. Is she wanting more than what she has at home or does she have secrets of her own? 

Jaylin, a hardworking man who is focused on his wife and son having the best in life. When his wife feels that she is not enough for him, does he feel she is right? Or is he grasping at straws to cover up his own deceit?

Is the fire in their marriage really gone?

Find out in this new fiction novel, Cyber Crush by Passion Star!

 This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead is entirely coincidental. 

 

 

 

“Here’s your second cup of coffee Jaylin.” Raven said while pouring her husband’s second cup of coffee of the morning.  Jaylin sat quietly, reading The Daily Newspaper.  He barely looked up to acknowledge his wife’s consideration.  In front of him sat a plate of perfectly scrambled eggs, blueberry pancakes, and fried beef sausage, just the way she knew he liked it.

 

 

  She glanced over at  Her one year old son whom  was sitting in his high chair making a mess of his Gerber Banana Oatmeal. 

After pouring her own cup of coffee, Raven sat next to her husband. “So how was work last night?” She asked trying to strike a conversation. 

Jaylin was a Web Designer at J.C. Technologies and often worked over time. He had a genuine love for his field of work and enjoyed exploring his creativity. It seemed as though his career was his first priority and superior to his wife. He’d work after hours and come home extremely late, without an explanation to his wife. 

Raven hadn’t gotten a chance to talk to him the night before because of his overtime at the job. He slipped into bed at midnight without a word spoken to her. It was nine o clock in the morning and Raven was determined to communicate with her husband. She felt in doing so, perhaps they could rekindle their long lost marriage.

  She stared at her husband while she patiently waiting for his response. He sat the newspaper down and smiled at her. She admired her husband, not only was he an educated black man but he had the ability to still look like a 25 year old even though he was  36.With his  caramel  skin, sparkling ebony eyes and million dollar smile, the good looking gene definitely ran in his family.

   “It was cool. I managed to tackle a weeks worth of work loads.” He said while sipping his coffee. “That’s great to hear hun! I guess that means you’ll be home more often right? Lil Tate and I have been missing your company so much.” She smiled sweetly.

 

 

“I know babe I miss ya’ll too, but the more hours I get in on the job, the more pay we will have. You do want to go on that cruise to Hawaii at the end of the year don’t you?” He reached for her hand. She kindly placed her hand in his.

 

  “Yea but I’d rather spend time with you now.” She almost whined. She didn’t want to seem selfish but she loved her husband dearly and needed his love and affection.

She and Jaylin  were High School sweethearts, back then they were inseparable.  He was fun-loving and free spirited. They were always joined at the hip. Whether they were chillin’ at a night club or relaxing in a coffee shop.  Raven’s plans on attending college were canceled when she got pregnant with a baby girl.

Fresh out of High School, Raven and Jaylin couldn’t afford to raise a child. They both decided to get part-time jobs until they could get a one bedroom apartment. While Raven lucked out on a part-time job at McDonald's as a cashier, Jaylin wasn’t as lucky. He decided to enroll in the nearest community college and live off of his school grants.  Raven worked up until she was five months pregnant. She stood on her feet day in and out, regardless of her pregnancy.

Raven found herself in Saint Mary’s Hospital giving birth to her still-born baby girl at only five months into her pregnancy.  The doctor informed her that her cervix had opened prematurely and was no longer strong enough to carry the baby. Raven and Jaylin were devastated having to walk into the hospital with hopes of a newborn baby and walk out with a bereavement box.  Jaylin felt that it was his fault. He felt that he shouldn’t have allowed Raven to work in her condition. From then on he decided to take matters into his own hands. He would do all of the work and allow Raven to sit back and enjoy the fruits of his labor.

A few months afterwards, they decided to get married. Four years into their marriage, they were ecstatic when they learned that they were to be expecting a baby boy. Raven found herself living the life of a home maker while her husband brought home the bacon. Jaylin was so focused on taking care of his family that his career eventually took over his home life.

 

   “I know  babe, but this over time is really going to pay off, trust me.” He said glanced at his watch.  “Ooh if I don’t leave now I’m gonna be late!” He kissed Raven and Tate goodbye, stuck a sausage in his mouth and rushed out of the door.

After cleaning up the mess that Tate created, Raven sat him in his playpen and turned on her computer. She always had a hard time trying to find things to do to keep her self busy throughout the day. The house was always clean, the laundry was done and there were no chores to be done. She played The Sims 2 for about and hour and quickly got bored. She visited Real Arcade.com to see if there were any new games listed on the website. She found none that interested her.

While web surfing she found an advertisement for a matching service called Dating for Love. Out of curiosity she joined. If he doesn’t want to spend time with me, maybe I can find someone who will. She told her self.  She knew it was wrong to think this way, but she almost couldn’t help it. It had been at least three months since she and her husband embraced. She remembered back in the day, he would put it on her alt east four times a day. He would have her to the point where she was dazed and couldn’t even stand up straight.

“Ooh damn, those were the days.” She smiled as she reminisced.  This is just for fun, its not like I’m actually going to have an affair. She told herself as she filled out the registry form to DatingForLove.

“Hmmm what can I name myself?” She asked herself out loud, while pondering on what she should use as a user name. ‘Thick Angel 08’ she typed, Nah that’s too ghetto. After two minutes of pondering, she finally came up with the name ‘KaramelKyss’.

She eagerly completed the registration with a few white lies. Instead of listing her age as 32, she put 26. Shoot look at this baby face, I can pass for a twenty six year old. She praised herself. She also stated that her body type was slim and athletic instead of choosing the honest ‘Some Extra Baggage’ option.

After her registration was complete she searched for Males close to her age in her town, Trenton, New Jersey. There were only 19 profiles as a result. She scanned through the profiles and judged them by their photo.  Six of them had no photos and the rest weren’t her type. I should have known this site was bull crap. What am I doing on her anyway? She thought.

 

“Momma I want duce!” Lil tate yelled, trying his best to say the word Juice. “Momma’s coming baby.” Raven said over her shoulder as she filled his sippy cup with grape juicy juice.  “Tank-Chu.” He told her as she placed the bottle in his play pen for him. “Your welcome sweetie.” She gave him a kiss.  Just as she was about to turn off the computer, her phone rang.

She peeped at the caller id and didn't  recognize the number.

"This better not be those dang telemarketers." She mumbled. She answered on the third ring.

“Hello?” She asked.

“Wassup whore? How are you today?” She recognized her best friend Alonzo’s feminine voice over the phone.
“I’m fine slut, how are you? Where are you calling from? I almost didn't answer the phone because I didn't recognize this number.” She responded.

  Raven was used to Alonzo’s sarcastic, playful behavior. She’d known him since the first grade. She loved him to death. He was gay and he didn’t give a damn who knew.  Raven remembered when she had first met Zo she had already known that he was gay, although he denied it. He hated being bullied and teased at school by the other kids who couldn’t accept him for who he was.

When they got into high school,  he let it all hang out.  He decided that this is who he was and who ever didn’t like it could kiss his butt.  Once he started defending himself, all the whispers and teasing stopped. They had nothing left to whisper about. Besides, the dudes that were teasing him, were actually the ones that were trying to get with him on the low. It was dudes you would never suspect.

Most of them had girlfriends and some were even on the football team.  While the chicks were hating on him, he was busy stealing their men from right under their noses. He had a killer fashion sense and wardrobe. He could also do a banging weave, He always kept Raven’s hair looking tight.  After all, he was a stylist for the stars.

“I’m at work girl. I’m on a break right now though. I’m doing an eight hour weave on Ms. Dee-vine’s head.” He smacked his lips. Dee-vine was a huge R&B singer, she had the voice of an angel and she always had number one hits.

“Really? I didn’t know miss thang wore a weave.” Raven said. When she saw Dee-vine in the tabloids she always looked close to perfect and her hair looked natural.
“Girl please all of these damn singers are rocking a weave. Don’t let those airbrushed pictures in the magazines fool you. Anyway, whats up with you and Jaylin? Ya’ll been smacking skins lately?” He asked.

“First of all no one says ‘smacking skins’ anymore.” she chuckled.  “And no, Jaylin and I ain’t doing a damn thing. He acts like he doesn’t even wanna talk to me. I think he may be having an affair.” She sighed.

“Does he ever come home smelling like perfume?” Zo asked.

“No.”

“PooNani?”

“No.”

“Buh-dussy?”

"Huh? Whats buh dussy?” Raven asked clueless.

“Think about it.” He said.

Raven thought for a few seconds and then quickly caught on.

“Oh heck no!” she answered.

“So what in the world would make you think that he’s having an affair? If the man says he’s working, then maybe that’s exactly what he’s doing. You know that man been working his tail off since you had that miscarriage a few years back.”

“ I know but, something just doesn’t seem right. He comes home late, and doesn’t even speak to me. He claims that he’s working late but I don’t believe him.” She whined.

“Well then maybe he is having an affair… with his career. Honey if a man wants to work overtime just so he can take me to a fancy trip in the Islands, I dang sure won’t complain.” He laughed.  “Shoot I’m still looking for that man to enter my life. As a matter of fact, I think he just walked by.” Zo said as he watched an attractive man walk by.

“I gotta go Ray, I’ll talk to you later.” He said before he hung up. Raven smiled at how crazy her best friend was as she hung up the phone.  She looked over at Tate. He was knocked out with his empty Juice cup laying next to him. She gently tucked him in.

 

She sat back at her computer desk and stared at the picture slide show screen saver on the screen. It displayed pictures of when she and Jaylin had gotten married. She had on a beautiful white gown and he was wearing his tux. They were smiling happily as they sat on a bed of flowers in the beautiful garden that their weeding ceremony was held.

“Jaylin what happened to us?” She said to the screen as if it were going to answer back. I mind as well shut the computer down, I’ll delete my account on DatingForLove.com later. She thought to herself. Just as she was about to pull the plug she heard a sound come from the speakers.

She moved her mouse to return to the screen. There was a message box on her screen. Someone had instant messaged her.  I didn’t know this thing came with an instant messenger. She thought to herself.

It read ‘Hey’ from a user named Jansport.

When she didn’t reply the person asked ‘U there?’ She decided to respond after all, she didn’t have anything else to do.

Karamelkyss: Who is this? How did you get my user name? What do you want?
Jansport: Just 2 talk to u. I see you’re new here, welcome :)
KaramelKyss: Thanks but how did you find me?
Jansport: There’s this feature on the site that lets  u know when someone new from ur area logs in.
Karamelkyss: Really, you’re from Trenton?
Jansport: Yup.

Raven didn’t know what to say. She was kinda scared to talk to a complete stranger over the internet.  What would she say to this person? What if this person was a lunatic? Her thoughts were broken by the alert of her Instant messenger.

Jansport: R U still there?
Karamelkyss: Yea I’m here…..are you male or female?
Jansport: 28/male/single/black

He’s eight years younger than Jaylin. Raven thought.

Karamelkyss:26/female/separated/black

What am I supposed to do? Tell the man that I’m married? She said as she stared at the word separated that she’d typed.

Jansport: Cool. So what do you like to do?
Karamelkyss: I like to design. I’m a small time fashion designer. I have my own small clothing line.

She lied again. She was telling Jansport about the life that she wished she had.  Before she’d gotten pregnant with her first child she had dreams of becoming a fashion designer. Raven remembered the creative designs that she would come up with. She had five sketch books full of designs that she had plans to use for her future clothing line. She also remembered turning down her education at Fashion Institute because of the life growing in her belly. 

After the miscarriage Jaylin wouldn’t allow her to work. So she just stayed home and found love in creating clothes for the Sims 2 pc game. Her designs were greatly known in the sim community. She had a way of living out her career as a fashion designer in an imaginative world of the sims.

Jansport: Sounds good. I would love to see some of your designs.
Karamelkyss: :-) So what do you like to do?
Jansport: I’m into computers. If you ever have a problem with your pc I can definitely fix it. :-)

What was it with computer geeks and their attraction to me? She thought. Raven found herself in a deep but pleasant conversation with Jansport. She’d learned a lot about him, not too much to bare but just enough. She’d learned that he named himself jansport because it was the name brand of his favorite backpack that he wore throughout elementary school.

Jansport didn’t have a picture in his profile but neither did she. Although she was curious about his looks, she was more interested in his personality. She realized that they had a lot in common, even the small things. He preferred wheat bread rather than white. He liked his croutons on the side of his salad rather than on top, just as she did. It was weird but she had never been so interested in getting to know more about a  person.  The more she knew about him, the more interested she became. It was almost as if they had known each other forever.

Before she knew it, she had been on the computer with Jansport for the entire day. It was almost time for Jaylin to come home and she hadn’t even started dinner yet. She couldn’t pull her butt away from the computer so she cooked dinner in between conversations. She ran back and forth from the kitchen to the family room, she even mistakenly burned her rice.

 Jansport: I used to love watching Fraggle Rock. I wonder what ever happened to that show….
Jansport: You there?
Karamelkyss: Sorry, I was cooking… OMG! You too? It’s sad but I’m  always on you tube looking at old episodes of Fraggle Rock.
Jansport: LOL….BRB
KaramelKyss: k

 Raven took this as an opportunity to check on her chicken in the oven. The last thing she wanted to hear was Jaylin complaining about his dinner. Just then she’d heard his keys as he fumbled to unlock the front door. Raven panicked as she saw him enter the family room. She prayed that the computer had been  on the screen saver. The first thing he does when he comes home is get on the computer. She thought. She just KNEW that she was cold busted.  He walked into the kitchen and looked in the oven. “Mmmm that smells good, babe.” He smiled with his Blackberry in hand. Raven envied the crap out of that Blackberry. Jaylin was always talking to business partners or texting them. The dang phone got more attention than she did. “I can’t wait to dig into that.” He smiled.

 What was he so happy about? He didn’t usually come home with such a jolly attitude. He must’ve had a hell of a day at work, or he must’ve just finished having great sex with the whore that he’s cheating on me with. Raven thought as she grew upset.

“Thanks.” She reluctantly cracked a smile. As soon as he walked into the bedroom, she hurried to the computer.

When she got there she saw that Jansport had returned.

Jansport:Karamel...you there?

Jansport: I’m Back
KaramelKyss: Sorry J, I g2g
Jansport: Y

She quickly logged out without answering his question. As she was about to pull the plug she heard Jaylin’s footsteps behind her. She turned around and he was staring at her with a frown.

“Babe, what were you doing?!” He asked as he stared at the computer screen.

Raven’s stomach twisted into a ball of knots and she tried to figure out how she could explain to her husband why she was on a match making site.

“Um…I-I- was-” She stuttered while trying to find a quick response.

“You know that I always get on the computer when I come home. I have business to take care of. And what is this?” He stared at the screen.

Raven turned around to see that a pop-up ad for Sketchers sneakers had popped up on the screen. Thank God I turned my pop up blocker off. She thought. “I was going to order Tate a new pair of sneakers hun, that’s all. I‘ll be logging off right now.” She said as she shut down.

********

Jansport couldn’t help but think about KaramelKyss. She was on his mind the entire night. He wondered what she looked like. She didn’t seem to have a photo in her profile. Oddly enough, they both enjoyed the same things. He had never met anyone that he was more interested in.  He could tell that she was an intellectual woman. He wanted someone that was on his level. Intelligence in a woman is what turned him on the most. Whats the point of having someone thats as pretty as a flower but as dumb as a bell?

He sat patiently waiting for her response when he realized that he’d been cut off.  Damn it. He said as he quickly logged back in. He was disappointed to see that KaramelKyss wasn’t around.  He had been searching for someone special on Dating For Love for atleast five months and he hadn’t gotten any luck.  He hoped she wasn’t one of those internet freaks that weren’t who they said they were. He had a terrible experience a few weeks ago.

He began talking to this supposed female hair stylist named BlackBeauty, but when he met up with her at a five star restaurant, SHE was actually a HE. Although Jansport had only seen the back of his head, he knew for sure that Black Beauty was a dude. He was able to high tail it out of there before ‘Black Beauty’ saw him. Ooh that’s just nasty. He said aloud as he recalled the incident.

Although he’d only spoken to Karamel once, Jansport was eager to speak to her again. He hadn’t met anyone like her since his first love, but that was a long time ago. He wasn’t interested or even thinking about his first love, and he was pretty sure that she wasn’t thinking of him either.

He sat around for at least ten more minutes before he realized that Karamel wasn’t logging back on. He grabbed a bud ice and decided to call it a night.

******

It was three o’ clock in the morning when Raven woke up.  The moonlight seeped through her sheer curtains and kissed her face. She looked over at her husband, he looked so peaceful while he was sleeping.  She couldn’t keep her mind off of Jansport. He had eased his way into her heart after only one conversation. Maybe it could be love at first sight….or first chat. She giggled to her self. 

 

   Jaylin turned over and stared at her. “Babe, you still up?” He asked.

She was surprised to see that he was awake. “Yeah, for some reason I can’t sleep.” She told him as she turned away from him. He slipped his arm around her waist, surprising the crap out of Raven.  “Jay do you still love me?” She asked.
He was silent for a moment.

“Ofcourse I do, why would you ask me something like that?”
“You just haven’t been paying me any mind lately. I was starting to think that you were having an affair.”
He chuckled nervously. “Don’t be stupid Ray. You’re the only woman I’ll ever need in my life.” He kissed the nape of her neck.

She kissed him back. At the moment they began to embrace for the first time in three months. Although Jaylin was the one pleasing her, Raven couldn’t help but to imagine that he was Jansport.  She replaced Jaylin's face with how she imagined Jansport to look. 

 

  “Oooh Jay.” She moaned.  After they climaxed, Raven lay next to her husband daydreaming about Jansport.

   Although it was wrong, she had made up her mind that instead of imagining how good Jansport was in bed, she would do all that she could to experience it in reality.

 

Over the next couple of months Raven continued to converse with  Jansport  at the same time everyday.  The more they talked to each other, the closer they felt.  They’d shared interests, and even intimate feelings for each other. Raven had never mentioned that she’d had a son, Jansport had never asked her. She decided not to bring it up.

From her knowledge Jansport didn’t have any kids, he was never married .  She also knew his favorite colors, numbers, movies, and even his first love. She couldn’t help to get jealous, whenever he mentioned his first love. He told her that her name was Jade.  From what he described she had a beautiful personality.  Raven could tell that he still had strong feelings for Jade.

He would always say that she wasn’t in the picture anymore, Raven knew better.  She knew that because she was married she couldn’t get jealous of a stranger’s love for someone else. 

The more Raven spoke to Jansport, the more distant she and Jaylin had become. She had stopped begging him to come home early from work.  She had stopped ironing his clothes before work, she even skipped breakfast with him. Jaylin would occasionally asked her if there was something wrong, but she didn’t think that he actually cared. Her realization of her husband’s lack of interest pushed her even closer to Jansport.

 

Two months after her first conversation with Jansport, Raven couldn’t help it anymore, she had been struck by cupid and was deeply in love.  She would always imagine him as this tall, dark, handsome brother with bulging biceps. Not too big and not too small just the way she liked them.  She pictured that he had soft, smooth lips that she would imagine touching her entire body, as she ran her fingers through his hair.

“Ray are you there biatch?!!” Alonzo snapped his fingers in Raven’s face, knocking her out of her daydream.

“Damn girl, that man has gotten you sprung, and you ain’t even meet him yet!” He said as they stood in line at McSim's Burger Hut, waiting for their meal. 

“Shhh! Don’t be putting my business in the streets! Some of Jaylin‘s colleagues could be around here.” Raven whispered as she looked around the restaurant.  The last thing she wanted was for her husband to find out about her cyber affair through the grapevine.

 

 

"Um excuse me, I don't mean to be in ya'll business but internet dating is pretty dangerous. Most of the time people aren't who they say they are. I remember this was this one time I was supposed to meet up with this guy, he turned out to be an 50 year old man...talk about weird." The cashier behind them cut in. 

Raven and Zo exchanged looks. "Yea thanks for the info hun, but I think you need to tend to those burgers and stay out of grown folks business." Zo rolled his eyes. "Kids these days...."  

"Sorry I was tryna help you out." The cashier responded with an attitude.

"Honey I don't need your help. Try helping those fry cooks back there because I been standing in this line for over ten minutes. And let me tell you something else--" He started off but the other cashier cut him off.

"Sorry about the wait sir. You can have a seat if you like. As soon as the food is ready I'll bring it out to you." The cashier desperately tried to keep the peace.

"That will be fine. Thanks...Tina." Zo glanced at her name tag. In less than five minutes later, the cashier placed their food in front of them.

 

Anyway, like I was saying. My friend Domonique told me that the police were currently looking for some pervert that preyed on women through match making sites.” He sipped his strawberry milkshake.

 

 

“Exactly.” Alonzo rolled his eyes. “You don’t even know his real name. I don’t know why but for some reason that name Jansport sounds familiar. I’ve heard it somewhere before. He’s probably the internet stalker.”

Raven threw her napkin in the tray, indicating that she was done.

 

“I know you’re not acting brand new on me Ray.” He said as she walked away from the table.  “Fine you wanna act like a preschooler, do it by yourself.” He managed to get out right before she left the restaurant.

“I know this chick didn’t just leave me to pay for her bill.” He sucked his teeth. He was disappointed in the way she was acting. The last argument that he and Raven had was over who had the coolest pencil in the fourth grade. Something rubbed him the wrong way about this Jansport character and Alonzo was going to invest some of his time in researching this dude.

Back at her house, Raven was disappointed in the fact that she wouldn’t be able to speak to Jansport. Once again her husband was on the computer taking care of business while lil Tate sat on the floor playing with his train set. As soon as Lil Tate saw his mommy he jumped into her arms.  She and Jaylin exchanged looks. “Hey.” They said in unison.

That was the last thing they had said to each other that night. Raven impatiently waited for her husband to get off of the computer. She burned time watching Baby Genius DVDs with Lil Tate.

As soon as she heard her husband shut down the computer and head to the room, she hopped on. I hope Jansport is on. I’ve been waiting all day to speak to him. She thought as she logged into Dating For Love.

Although she was upset to see that Jansport wasn’t online, she was happy to see that he’d left her a message in her inbox. It read:

Karamel,

I’ve been looking forward to speaking to you the entire day. The thought of you sends shivers down my spine. I don’t want to sound corny or crazy to you, but I think  I may be falling in love.  I haven’t felt this way in a while and it feels good. I often fantasize of one day seeing your face. Your looks mean almost nothing to me, because the person that you are is beautiful enough.

I hope you feel the same. I want to meet you one day, so that I can place a face to your lovely personality.  Maybe we can set a meeting date soon.

One Love,
Jansport


Raven had a smile spread across her face. She was glad to know that she and Jansport had mutual feelings toward each other. She reread the message four more times before shutting her computer down.  She went to check on Tate before she applied her beauty mask. She made a cup of coffee and decided to enjoy her alone time watching tv.

She searched through Tivo to see what it had recorded for her.  I mind as well check up on the news. She said as she chose yesterday’s news broadcast from her previously recorded section. She reclined in her couch and sipped her coffee as she watched the weather man tell her about yesterday’s rain storm.  She fast forwarded until she saw a photo sketch of thirty year old black man that was wanted in her state. She pressed rewind and turned up her volume.

“Police are still investigating into the “Sporty internet stalker”. He preys one women who are above the age 19 and below the age of 35. He finds his victims on love match making sites while claiming to be a man in his twenties.  He charms and then lures women into meeting up with him. Several victims have reported that he has raped and molested them. He goes by several different names, all which has a relation to sports.”

Raven listened as a Hispanic woman told the reporter how she’d met up with the Sporty Internet Stalker at a New Jersey night club. He lured her into the alley, raped, beat her and then left her for dead.

“Women beware, this sick, twisted, rapist is still on the loose.” The reporter said before cutting to commercial.

Raven’s jaw dropped, Alonzo was right. There was an internet killer on the loose and he was in their state. She hoped that her internet soul mate was not the guy that she had just seen a sketch of on the television. But Jansport’s name has nothing to do with sports. His name isn’t actually related to sports….it’s a backpack. She thought up excuses.

There was no way that Jansport could be a wanted man. He was way too sweet and he seemed very real. She threw the thought out of her mind. Jansport was giving her the love that Jaylin wouldn’t and that was all that mattered.

The next day while Jaylin was at work Raven chatted with Jansport. She decided not to bring up what she’d seen on the news. It would be silly to ask him, when I already know the truth. She thought to herself. 

A week went by and KaramelKyss and Jansport were having cyber sex at least twice a day. Jansport got tired of pretending. He wanted to experience the real deal. He spent most of the time of his day thinking about Karamel. He couldn’t help but wonder if she was the woman that he’d been waiting for his entire life.

Every time he thought about making a life with Karamel, Jade eased her way into his mind.  I wonder what Jade is doing? He thought to himself.  Although he and Jade’s relationship was long gone, he still had feelings for her.  He had a huge boulder of guilt on his back for what he had done to her. I’m a terrible person. He thought.

He also felt bad for misleading Karamel, he wasn’t at all who he’d claimed to be. He had secrets that he knew would come to the light someday.  His thoughts were interrupted by the buzz of his Instant messenger.

KaramelKyss: U there?
Jansport: Yea… so when can we meet up?

Karamel seemed hesitant for a minute. She finally replied.

KarmelKyss: How about sometime next week?”
Jansport: How does Friday sound?
KaramelKyss: great!
Jansport: Cool!

Jansport smiled from ear to ear, he was finally going to meet his cyber crush. He couldn’t wait to see her face. He thought about her day in and out. He checked frequently to see whether she was online or not. Talking to KaramelKyss became the highlight of his day. If he didn’t get to speak to her, he would feel down.  He couldn’t help but to become almost obsessed with her. He hated how easily he developed obsessions.  His obsessions never had a good outcome.  He didn’t want the same thing that happened to Jade to happen to Karamel.

He knew that if he didn’t get over this obsession, history was bound to repeat itself.

 

*****

 

Ever since he and Raven had gotten into it at McSims, Alonzo had been researching. He was determined to figure out exactly who this Jansport character was. There was something fishy about the situation.  He hoped Jansport didn’t turn out to be who he thought he was.  After googling and falling short, Zo decided to create an account on Dating For Love.

 

Maybe I can dig up some dirt by speaking to this dude myself. He thought as he filled out the registration form. He named himself FabDiva01 while posing as a 22 year old Puerto Rican female.  He searched through plenty of profiles and even came across some that he thought he  may have been interested in.

“Oooh child, that man is FINE!!” He fanned himself as he stared at the profile of a male bodybuilder. “Damn sexy can I holla?” He clicked on the photo. Just as he was about to message Mr. Sexy, he reminded himself that he was only on the website for business.  After reluctantly by passing a few profiles he finally reached the one he desired.

“So Jansport, how come you have no photo? Got something to hide?” He said aloud as he clicked on his profile. He opened the instant messenger and was overjoyed to see that Jansport was currently online.  He rubbed his hands together and prepared to IM him, just then his cell phone rang.

“Wassup babe!” His homeboy Dominique greeted him.
“What’s poppin Domo!”
“A lot is poppin!! Where the heck are you? Why have you been so distant lately? We’re over here kickin it at “The Razor”! The bartender even offered us free drinks till two. Everyone is asking about you.” He yelled over the loud music.
 
“Is that Zo?! Tell him to get his cute ass down here! A party ain‘t a party without him!!” Alonzo heard a couple of his friends yell in the background.
“I was doing research for Raven on--” Alonzo started but was cut off by Dominique.
“Raven? Isn’t that chick married? You better live your life while you’re single! She chose to stick herself in that hell hole of a marriage. You need to get your booty down here girlfriend!”
“Okay, give me about twenty minutes. I’m on my way.” Zo said before he hung up.

He debated on whether he should engage in a short conversation with Jansport and hit the club up later. My suspicions are probably wrong. Jansport probably is exactly who he says he is….He thought to himself.

He shook the gut feeling in the pit of his stomach that was telling him otherwise. He shut down the computer, grabbed his keys and headed to “The Razor”.

                                                                                    *****

It had been a week since Raven had spoken to Zo. She was upset about the fact that he didn't support her with her involvement with Jansport. At times she had thought to call him and apologize for her rude behavior at McSims. Each time the thought entered her mind, she quickly dismissed it. "Why should I apologize to him? If he can't understand the fact that I'm in love then maybe I don't need to speak with him anymore." She told herself.

Meanwhile Raven and Jaylin's relationship was getting worse by the day. Their communication level went from an occasional 'hello' to none at all. Although she had her mind wrapped around Jansport, she couldn't help but to wonder if Jaylin was having an affair. 

It was 11:42pm when Raven heard her husband walk in the door. She had just finished bathing lil Tate and tucking him into bed. She decided that today was the day that she got to the bottom of things. Jaylin's usual work schedule is 9-5. Why the heck was he coming home damn near midnight?

She hopped up from the couch. Should I take this back to the hood or should I greet him sweetly?  She put on a fake smile and walked over to him. "Hey sweetie...how was work?" She asked. He stared at her as if she was out of her mind. "Fine....what's wrong with you?" He asked puzzled.

"Nothing...why?"

"Just asking..." He answered.

There was an awkward silence.

"How about I run you a nice warm bath?" Raven smiled as she sat him down and removed his socks and shoes.

"Naw baby...I'm kinda tired. I'm ready to go to sleep." He said as he tried to get up.

"Come on baby. Just let me run you a nice bath, get cleaned up and when you get out I'll give you the red light special." She kissed him. She knew Jay couldn't resist the red light special. She used to give it to him every night before Lil Tate was born . She gave Jaylin her all and knew how to work it to the point where his toes would begin to curl.

"Aiight..."He said. She sat him in the reclining chair and told him to relax until the bath was ready.

Raven grinned as she ran his bath, her plan was in motion. She was determined to figure out whether or not her husband was having an affair. She sprinkled Epsom salt in his bath water to help him ease his hardworking....or adulterous ass bones.

She called Jaylin in the bathroom and watched him as he began to strip. She was so curious of his faithfulness that she was tempted to smell his penis to see if it had the funk of some woman's cooty. "Nah I can't do that, he'll know I'm up to something." She thought.

Jaylin dropped his clothes and stepped into the hot tub. He searched his  pants and grabbed his Blackberry. Raven snatched it from his hand. "No business tonight baby. I want you to relax." She told him. "Let me just do one thing." He sighed. Raven handed him his phone and eyed him closely. He pressed one button and handed the phone back over to her. "I'll let you relax. I'm gonna go get the bedroom ready for you..."She said as she scooped up his clothes and closed the bathroom door.

She went into their bedroom, locked the door and immediately began snooping. She went through his pockets looking for numbers and any other evidence of his infidelity. She came up short. She went through his wallet, checked up on his credit cards for any weird purchases and also came up short.

Thats where she realized she was looking in all the wrong places. "All my answers lie in that damn blackberry."She told herself. She picked it up and instantly grew upset when she realized the button he pressed before he gave the phone to her was the 'lock phone' key. "Now I know that he's definitely hiding something."She thought as she tried over and over to figure his four digit code. She tried her birthday, his, Tate's, even his momma's and still couldn't get through. She hit the bulls eye when she entered the first four digits of his social security number.

Her  heart started beating fast when she heard Jaylin pull the plug out of the bathtub. She could hear the water draining, and knew she didn't have much time. She rushed through his contacts, photos and emails. Her heart almost stopped when she opened his text messages. She read at least three recent messages that he had been sending to someone.

One of them read:

"I had so much fun with you yesterday baby. I can't wait to do it again... I wanna wax that ass like its never been waxed before..."

The contact was listed as unknown. Raven threw his phone to the ground, her blood began to boil. She jumped when she heard Jaylin pounding on the bedroom door.

"Open the door Ray, its cold out here." He said.

Raven hopped up, unlocked the door and grabbed her suitcase from the closet. "i'm ready for my red light special baby." He grinned. She stormed pass him and shoved her clothes in her suitcase. He stared at her puzzled. "Ray whats wrong?" He asked.

"You bastard, you've been having an affair!" She swung at him and caught him in the chin. Jaylin managed to dodge the rest of her attacks and hold her down on the bed. "Ray...I'm sorry." He said. "You're sorry?! After all of these years we've been together all you have to say to is 'sorry'?! Get the hell off of me!" She screamed. She couldn't believe her ears. She at least expected him to deny it. Most men would have done the "it wasn't me" run around, but he didn't.

They argued so loudly neither of them could understand anything the other was saying. The argument came to a conclusion when Lil Tate began screaming to the top of his lungs from his room. "You done woke my baby up." Jaylin had the nerve to say. As much as raven wanted to claw his eyes out, she decided to be a woman about it and walk away.

She packed her  and lil Tate's things and headed over to her mom's house.

 

 

 

After a long night of partying at "The Razor", Zo woke up at 12:00 in the afternoon. He rubbed the crust out of his eyes and tried to collect his thoughts.

 

 He hopped in the shower and let the water splash on his face. "I should've had a chat with Jansport last night like I started too." He thought to himself. Although Zo had an amazing night at the razor he regretted the fact that he didn't follow through with his plan of researching Jansport. He knew he'd heard that name before but he couldn't remember where.

Zo hopped out of the shower and nearly crapped on himself when he heard someone rummaging through his cabinets in his kitchen. He searched the bathroom looking for something that he could use as a weapon. Disappointed that his only weapon was a measly toilet plunger, he decided that it was better than nothing. Who the heck had broken into his house? "I know damn well I didn't give anyone a key to my place." He thought to himself. He took a deep breath and tip toed into the kitchen. He could see the back of the guy's head. He was wearing a black hood with denim jeans. Zo was trying to figure what the heck the thief was searching for. As soon as he was about to wack the guy on the back of the head with the plunger, the man turned around startled.

They both screamed. Zo was relieved to see that the hooded thief was only his friend Domonique. "What the hell were you going to do, beat me in the back of the head? What the heck is your problem Zo?" Dominque said as he tried to catch his breath. "Damnit Domonique! I thought you were some kind of thief or something!" Zo said as he held his heart.

"Why the hell would you think that? You're the one that invited me over here last night. Seems like you drank more than I did!" Domonique yelled. Thats when Zo remembered that Domonique had gotten pissy drunk last night at the club. Instead of letting him drive home drunk, he invited him to crash at his place until he sobered up.

"What are you running through my kitchen cabinets like that for?" Zo asked as he closed each cabinet that Dominique opened. "I was trying to make pancakes and eggs for breakfast. I couldn't find your pancake syrup." He told him. "I don't have any." Zo replied.

After eating breakfast, Zo and Dominque sat in the living room and recapped their memories of last night. "So what was it that you were supposed to be doing for that married chick Raven?" Domonique asked as he sipped his orange juice.

"For some reason she's fallen head over heels for some internet guy. She hasn't even met the guy before, never seen his face, she doesn't even know his name. So I was going to do some research on the guy." Zo told him.

"Why? If she's in love then let it be. I've fallen in love plenty of times with my internet crush."

"For some reason I don't think that  guy is who he's claiming to be. I think Ray might be in danger,especially with the internet stalker guy on the loose. I think she planning to  meet up with him soon. I'm worried about her."

"Girlfriend, I have plenty of internet dating horror stories. That's where I've met most of the people that I dated." Dominique said.

"Yeah but there's something different about this Jansport guy."

"Did you just say Jansport?!" Domonique nearly spit out his juice.

"Why?! Do you know him?" Zo asked excitingly.

"Oh MY GOSH! What a small world! I've met up with that guy before! He and I were chatting for a little while and--" Domonique started but Zo cut him off.

"Wait a minute, Jansport is gay?" He asked.

"No...not exactly. You see I posed as a woman."Dominque cracked a smile.

"So why did you think he would accept you when he finally found out that you were a man?"

"I dunno, I guess I was kinda thinking maybe he would have fallen in love with my personality and had a change of heart once he saw me."Domonique said.  Zo frowned. Domonique rolled his eyes.

"What? I look just as good as any woman. Any way so when I went to meet him, he got one glimpse of me and high tailed it out of the restaurant. I don't think he knew that I saw him leave though."

"How does this guy look? Can you describe him to me?" Zo asked anxiously.

After Domonique described Jansport to him, Zo couldn't believe his ears. He had to find a way to stop Raven from meeting up with Jansport. Not only was her life in danger, but she was in for the shock of her life.

 

******

Raven woke up in her mom's guest bedroom. She had been crying all night. Her eyes were dry and puffy. She just couldn't believe that after all that she and Jaylin had been through that he would have an affair. How could he trade their marriage for an affair with a stranger?

Just then there was a knock on the bedroom door. Shortly after, Raven's mom walked in with a tray in her hand. "You're finally awake! I fixed you brunch, since breakfast time is gone and lunch is almost here. Don't worry about Tate he's in the living room playing with your dad's old train set. He ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich."

 

Her mom said as she sat the tray on top of Raven's lap. She stared at her daughter's puffy eyes. "Ray...are you okay baby? Have you been crying?"

Raven looked away. "No mama. I think I may have a head cold or something." Raven lied. She hated lieing to her mom but she didn't want to tell her about what was going on in her marriage. She claimed that she and Tate needed to get away from the house for a while and they missed her. Her mom was a huge worrier and she didn't want to put any stress on her.

After convincing her mom that she was fine, Raven hopped on her mom's old mac computer and logged onto Dating For Love. She found relief in the fact that even if her husband didn't love her, Jansport did. She was fully convinced that he was her soul mate. At this vulnerable moment in her life, she would do anything to make a life with Jansport.

 

Her heart nearly skipped a beat when she saw that Jansport was logged on. She immediate IMed him.

KaramelKyss: Hey baby! :-)

 

Raven waited for a reply for about two minutes. There was no answer.

KarmelKyss:You there?

She typed again. She didn't understand. His profile shows that he's logged in. Why was he ignoring her? She was relieved when he replied a minute later.

Jansport:Hey..

Raven had been chatting with Jansport long enough to know when there was something bothering him, even through the computer. They had that kind of connection.

KaramelKyss:Whats the matter...

Jansport: Nothing..I'm cool...

KaramelKyss:.......You're not thinking about Jade are you? :-(

Jansport: Who?

KaramelKyss:Jade...your first love.

Jansport: Ohhhh...nah my relationship with her is LONG gone...

KaramelKyss: Oh ok. Just checking. I don't think my heart could take that.

Jansport:Hey did you get the message that I sent you the other day?

KarmelKyss: No...what message?

Jansport:NVM..Maybe it didn't go through.

KaramelKyss: I was thinking..maybe we should meet up sooner than next week.

Jansport:Ok cool. When?

KaramelKyss:How about tonight at 8 at Fatz Cafe?

Jansport:Sounds great. I'll wear a red rose on my left pocket so you'll know its me.

KaramelKyss: K..I'll wear a baby blue butterfly pin on my collar.

Raven rushed off the computer. She was so excited. She had only six hours to get ready to meet with her soul mate. She went shopping and found the perfect outfit, matching shoes and purse. She even went to the salon to get her hair done.

 Even though she was excited about meeting Jansport, she was still deeply hurt about her marital issues with Jaylin. She'd decided to divorce Jaylin to pursue her life with Jansport.

Raven felt that she was on a road to happiness and nothing or no one was going to stop her.

******

Jaylin was upset about the fact that his wife had to find out about his affair the way that she did. He was planning to tell her, she didn't have to go snooping around the way that she did. Truth be told, he felt that Raven should've known that the two of them were drifting for a while now. He just couldn't take it anymore. He knew that his working obsessions played a huge role in the failure of their marriage. He didn't mean to cheat on her...it just happened.

He hated to see his wife hurting. He hadn't gotten any  sleep at all the night before. It was weird sleeping in the house without Raven and Tate. Those two were the loves of his life. Was this affair really worth it? After thinking long and hard, Jaylin realized that he was making a huge mistake. He threw on his clothes and rushed out the door to find his wife and son. 

******

It was 7:45pm and Raven had just finished getting dressed. She stood in the mirror for ten minutes to make sure that her makeup was perfect. As she stared at herself she began to develop mixed feelings. The person staring back at her was beginning to become someone she didn't recognize. Although she was fresh out of the salon with a curve hugging outfit, she felt ugly inside. "I'm literally committing adultery." She said aloud to her reflection.  

She wasn't sure if she should go through with what she was about to do. She knew that meeting Jansport would change things. She prayed it would be for the better. She hoped he wasn't the internet stalker that she'd seen a sketch of on the news. After debating with herself Raven decided to turn her back on her marriage hand her love over to Jansport. She turned her cell phone off, so that there would be no interruptions when she came face to fface with her man. She kissed Tate goodnight and told her mom that she was going out to meet some friends at a  fancy restaurant. 

Raven arrived at Fatz Cafe ten minutes early. She scanned the room as she searched for a man with a red rose tucked in his left pocket. With no luck, she asked the hostess to seat her at the nearest both, so she could see her soul mate when he walked through the door.

A half an hour passed and there was still no sign of Jansport. Her excitement turned into a feeling of distress. She was starting to feel like Jansport had stood her up.

 

She waited five more minutes until she saw a tall brown skin man walking toward her. He was slightly built and dressed to a T. Raven was pleased. Jansport was very sexy and clean cut.

 

 As he got closer she began to recognize his face.

 Her jaw dropped and she couldn't move. Raven was in terror as she realized that she was staring in the face of the man that she'd seen a sketch of on the news.

 

All she could think about was Zo, he was right. Raven's soul mate was the sporty internet stalker.

*******

Jaylin called his wife's cell phone more times than he could count. He grew angrier each time it went straight to voicemail. He decided to stop by her mother's house to see if she was over there.

He knocked on her mother's door several times before she opened it. "Hey Jaylin. I haven't  seen you in a while." Raven's mom smiled. "How are you Mrs.Jones...is Raven and Tate here?" He asked.

"Tate is here but you just missed Raven about a half an hour ago. I can go get Tate for you." Mrs. Jones told him.

 

"Dadddyyyy!" Tate ran to the door and greeting his dad. Jaylin picked him up and kissed him on the forehead. "Hey lil man, I missed you last night." He told him.

Jaylin turned his attention back to Mrs. Jones. "Did Raven say where she was going?" He asked.

"She didn't say exactly...All she said what she was meeting some friends at a fancy restaurant. I told her she shouldn't go with her cold and all. Her eyes were so puffy this morn--" Jaylin cut her off.

"Mrs. Jones, watch Lil Tate for me. I have to go find Raven." He told her as he handed Tate to her. He hopped in his car and sped off.

******

Alonzo had been trying to contact Raven all day. Her cell phone kept going straight to voice mail. He called her house phone and got no answer. He was desperately trying to warn his best friend of the shock and disappointment that lye ahead of her. He drove to her house and rang the bell off the hook. When he got no answer he decided to stop by Raven's moms.

"Please let her be there." He kept saying to himself as he pulled up to Mrs. Jones house. He ran up to her door and rang the bell. "My god! I am just getting all kinds of visitors today! How have you been Baby?" She smiled sweetly at Zo and gave him a hug. "I'm fine Mrs. Jones. Its nice to see you too, but is Raven here?" He asked.

"What the heck is going on? Raven went to a restaurant to meet with some friends. She said she'd be back later. Is there something that I should know about?" She began to worry.

"Did she say which restaurant she was going to?" He asked.

"No..Alonzo please tell me whats going on. Jaylin just came by here looking for Raven. He said he was going to the restaurant to look for her." She told him.

"Oh my gosh Jaylin was here?" He asked.

"Yeah he just left two minutes before you pulled up."

"Mrs. Jones I'm sorry. I have to find Raven. She is in for the shock of her life!" He said as he hopped in his car. Leaving Mrs. Jones with a confused look on her face.

*****
As the internet stalker got closer to Raven her mind kept telling her to run but her body wouldn't move. Her heart was racing and she was hurt, scared and disappointed. Just then the stalker walked straight past her and toward a lady that was sitting in a booth behind her. The lady stood up and hugged him. They were both smiling. "Are you SportsFan83?" The woman asked him. "I sure am..and you must be ChynaDoll22."

Raven was confused, she thought for sure that it was Jansport. Then she realized that she didn't see the red rose sticking out of his pocket. As soon as the couple got comfortable about six police officers rushed toward them with guns pointed. They placed the sporty internet stalker under arrest. The entire restaurant watched in shock as they hauled him out in handcuffs.

Raven was relieved that he wasn't there for her. But where was Jansport? Why hadn't he shown up yet? Raven was confused and hurt.

 

She got up from her booth and sat at the bar. She found out from the bartender that the lady that the internet stalker was meeting up with was an undercover cop that had been investigating him for months. The city could finally breath easier now that that psycho would be behind bars.

Raven sat at the bar and drank until she couldn't anymore. She sat at the bar for two hours crying. Not only had her husband been having an affair, her internet crush stood her up. Her heart had been broken both ways. She felt lonely and hurt.

"We'll be closing in about thirty five minutes mam. The bar will be closing shortly." The bartender told her.

Raven sat with her head on the bar. She had lost all hope and didn't know what or who to turn too.

*****

Jaylin had been running around the entire city searching for his wife. He went from restaurant to restaurant and still had not luck. He stopped by the flower shop and brought a flower that was originally for someone else. And decided that his wife deserved it more than any woman did. He figured he'd give it to his wife along with an apology, and a solution to restoring their marriage. He didn't care if he had to go to marriage counseling. She was the mother of his child and she deserved more than what he was giving her. He would even quit his job if she would just give him one more chance.  

Jaylin had become exhausted as he searched the town. "After all of this shit, I need a drink." He said aloud as he walked into Fatz Cafe and sat at the bar. He ordered the hardest drink that he could to get him wasted sooner. He sat next to an older man that had obviously had one drink too many.  He heard the sobs of a woman sitting on the opposite side of him. "Damn everyone must be having a lousy night." He thought. As soon as the drunken old man stood up, he looked to his left and saw his wife sitting with her head on the bar. She was crying.

"Raven..." He said softly.

*****

Raven lifted her head up. She was surprised to see her husband sitting a seat down from her. He was the last person that she wanted to see. She was hoping to see Jansport instead. "Baby..I'm sorry. I love you. I need you. You are the mother of my children--" He started but she cut him off.

"No! No! I don't want to hear it! You don't love me!! If you loved me you wouldn't have messed around on me!" She yelled. The entire restaurant stared at the two of them . Raven hopped off of the bar stool, spraining her ankle an tried to rush out of the restaurant on her injured ankle.

Jaylin ran after her. "Baby just listen! We can work this out. We can go to marriage counseling. I know my work obsession is what broke us apart. I'll quit my job, whatever you want me to do. I love you and you love me. --" He pleaded.

"No I don't love you! I love Jansport!" She screamed in his face.

"What did you just say?" He asked in shock.

"You heard me! I don't love you! I love Jansport!" She yelled again. He stared at her in disbelief.

"Karamel?" He asked as if he was unsure.

Raven stared at him in disbelief.

"What did you just call me?" She asked.

She stared at the single rose that he had in his hand.

 "No...this can't be. But..you can't be.." She said as she backed away from Jaylin.

 

He walked over to her and touched the baby blue butterfly that was pinned to her collar.

"Karamel...KaramelKyss.." He said again.

"Jansport?" Raven asked. She was still in shock. She rubbed her eyes to make sure that they weren't decieving her.

"Oh my god." Raven whispered as she realized that Jansport, her soul mate was actually her husband the entire time. This was the reason he was on his Blackberry all the time. How could she have not known that she was talking to her husband the entire time? She wasn't sure if she should have been angry with him for searching for someone over the internet. "How could I blame him? I was was on there too.." She told herself.

"No wait this can't be. You were having an affair with someone. I read the message on your Blackberry. You were talking about having sex." Raven said.

"I asked you online today if you received my message. Some how it didn't go through. We've been having cyber sex for months now. I was telling you that I couldn't wait to do it again." 

"But what about Jade your first love? You never told me about a Jade." 

"I was talking about you the entire time Raven. I felt that our love for eachother was long gone because of my obsession with my job."

"You were trying to find someone over the internet...how could you?" Raven asked.

"How could you?" Jaylin  asked her the same.

She and her husband hadn't given each other attention in so long that they couldn't even recognize that they were speaking to each other. She learned things about Jaylin through Jansport that he had never told her. She'd told Jansport things that she'd never told her husband.

It amazed Raven at how little she and her husband shared with each other.  It took an internet dating site to get them back together again. They didn't want to figure out or accuse each other of anything else. They were finally happy with each other.

"I love you KaramelKyss." Jaylin told her.

"I love you too Jansport." Raven said with tears rolling down her face. 

Jansport grabbed Karmelkyss and gave her the most passionate kiss he had ever given her. They were happy that they had re-discovered each other...and they had to do it through the internet.

 

 Raven knew that from this day forth everything was going to be just fine.

*****

Alonzo pulled up in front of Fatz Cafe to warn his best friend that instead of meeting a perfect stranger, she would be meeting her own husband. He just knew that Raven would be devastated to know that her husband had been surfing the net for love.

He didn't want his best friend to be hurt. He felt that her life was in danger. If she and Jaylin ever divorced he didn't know what she would do to herself.

His whole way of thinking changed when he saw his best friend and her husband passionately kissing in the rain as if no one existed but the two of them. He was so overjoyed at the sight of them back together again.

He knew that Raven would never have to complain about her marriage again. "You go girl!" He yelled from afar. The couple didn't even look up.

He knew that Raven and her husband would definitely be "slapping skins" tonight.

"Hmm..maybe I should try to find someone on Dating For Love. I wonder if Mr.Sexy is still available." He smiled as he drove away.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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